Anger

Sometimes I want
to scream so loud
to shatter the ground
to crumble the mountains to destroy the peace

to let loose all emotion

And full-out scream

I want to let the world know

the unknown anger

Burried inside my veins

To let it escape

And for one second be calm

Relaxed

Serene

To have a chance at being free of

Stress, preoblems, carelessness

To be insouciant inside

And live without something

to tie me down

Without the welded metal

Clinging to my insides

I want to volcanicly erupt

Out of the frozen shell anger

Molds me into

I want to feel all the heat rush out

Of me and

be replaced by the

sweet cold.

Yet I cannot be that selfish

I cannot do this for reasons

Of higher importance

Than me

But can you imagine

Holding all that

in?